Concert Band Reject....

Apparently my audition sucked. I thought it went ok. I mean, i didn't play the best i could, but I didn't the worst i could either. Dammit! I shouldn't have placed in last chair university band! Seriously! I don't feel that my audition deserves placement that low. Granted, my run from university hall to the CMA didn't help, but I'm not using that as an excuse. Congrats to the people that did well, they deserved it because they put forth a little more effort than i did. Maybe this is a rude awakening to me because there is actually competition in the studio now that i didn't realize was there before, and maybe people are improving that much. And if people are improving that's great. There were 22 horns auditioning for 16 spots, so some people have to be in university band and I guess I happen to be one of them. Part of me wishes that the studio was still small like it used to be. That was nice. It's a double edged sword. Everyone is comfortable staying where they are, but no one will improve unless there is competition. The other thing that pisses me off is that University band will be my only class on Friday next semester......

Quote of the Day: "It's not fair! "Bob" shouldn't have bigger boobs than I do!"
-Tonya
*name changed to protect that guy with man boobs*

Music for the Day: pissy Alanis Morissette anger music.