Another I Quit.

I really really wish it was fall break or christmas break, or there was such thing as "i need a week to myself break." Sadly those don't exist. I have 2 papers due for the same class tomorrow, and a test in Ed. Psych. The whole not sleeping thing is finally starting to take its toll. If I can make it to this Saturday, I'll be ok. I'll finally be able to spend a weekend in BG and SLEEP LATE!!! With my luck something will come up that i have to get up early or something. Oh wait, I'm starting to think like my Mom, which is stopping now because that's a whole 'nother story.

I sucked ass in my lesson today. I got the whole "You're an awesome horn player, now make something of it" speech. He even went as far to tell me that my tone is his favorite out of the whole studio. That's crazy, but I'll chalk most of it up to the fact that it was his way of giving me the swift kick in the ass that I needed. It's been a rough couple of weeks. I will say though that respect for a teacher has a lot to do with the amount of motivation I have to practice. THe inner motivation and drive I have that has faded the past couple weeks is on its way to the surfacr again. Now I just need to find a way to find the happy medium between "lazy ass" and "killing myself busy." We'll see. This week and next week until fall break. I can do it...